What Being a Submissive means to me

What being a Submissive means to me?

     Being a submissive to my Master means I have found this trust worthy man who is about to give me exactly what I’ve been looking for in a relationship. I’ve been craving someone I can respect and adore, a man that I can have control me in certain areas of my life and hold me accountable when I don’t always get it right.

    

     As a submissive I will let go and let him have control. I find fulfillment when I know what he expects from me and I am able to please him.  I will show respect and adoration. I will consider him first and trust that he will always have my best interest in mind.  As a submissive I will be open and honest with my Master.  I know that he will care for me and protect me because I know how strong and caring he is.

     To be my Master’s submissive means I am willingly giving myself over to him because it makes me happy and gives me pleasure to have his authority over me.  I have this need this instilled desire within me to give myself over to him. It is only the way I was raised as an “Independent woman” that rises in me at times, telling me, “this is silly.” I know when I’m broken of that is when I will be happiest.

     It’s when his hand is wrapped around my throat or the idea of a new rule brings a smile to my face that I’m reminded of how much I want this. It’s watching him listen to my ideas and my concerns about our BDSM lifestyle that shows me how right he is for me.  I’ve heard him say before that he can’t be my master but when we both talk and figure this all out I see it. I see us together with me as his submissive kneeling before him and I look up and I smile because I am happy this way and because I’m pleasing to him.

                 I know being a submissive will be a learning and growing process for me everyday.