Bring me back...

I just made a date with my sister and I had lunch with my best friend today.

I can literally feel the happiness churning in my tummy. Lol I'm such a dork. Even though lunch was just a pb&j sandwich for her and an almond butter with bananas for me. It was great to just sit on her couch and talk and not be there for any other reason but because we're friend's.

I see her at least twice a week and for some reason I get this I miss her feeling still. Is something missing? Or is it just my blah ness rising up and causing silly thoughts. Likely the second reasoning but today I feel great and connected so I don't care about that silly blahness.

Tomorrow I even get a sushi date night with my younger sister! So day two of happy me is on the way. I miss her so much I keep having Parts of dreams where she just walks by in the back as I talk to someone. The person I'm talking to in the dream is always different but she's just there in the back walking by. Weird. I know.

Sushi date tomorrow and she'll be the one I'm talking too while the rest of the world walks by. Perfect.