Had my alarm set so I could wake up and get things done today. That didn't really happen because when I woke up I had this terrible headache. Which I'm guessing is the result of a crappy night of sleep.
I just laid there thinking about everything and nothing, tossing and turning causing me to get all tangled up in my sheets. Here are some of the normal and random thoughts that plagued me while I did not sleep.
-How can I do my hair like Aria from PLL.
-We never got a friend for Ultra while on vacation.
-Wonder what the name of that song was I heard on my way home.
-When was the last time I talked to my sister.
-I can't believe people still want music from Lil Wayne.
-Wonder if Murphy will sleep through the night.
-Wonder if Sir's new rope techniques will hurt my neck.
-Is my step dad done with his laundry.
-Will the muffins I make turn out good.
-Do I have all the ingredients to make dinner for tomorrow night.
-WHY CAN'T I FALL ASLEEP.
-Etc.
Stupid stuff that does not need to be thought of when I should be sleeping. That is why I woke up with a terrible headache and had to sleep an extra hour than I had planned.
I did manage to get most of what I wanted to do done. I also found out that I will be leaving my Wednesday job early which is good because I can finish cleaning before dinner with my family and Sir(That's my nickname for my boyfriend both in and out of the bedroom). Leaving early is also bad though considering I get paid hourly.
I'm excited for tonight mostly because I'm happy to see Sir but also because I like that him and my family spend time together. We had a conversation last week about things my parents say sometimes and it caused Sir to say that my parents don't like him. The thought made me upset and to the point of tears. All I could think about is certain couples I know whose parents really don't like their significant other and it seems like a really miserable situation.
He said he didn't mean what he had said and I hope that's true. I'd hate for him to feel that way or to not share his feelings about it just because he saw it made me upset.
I know that when it comes down to it all that really matters is that I'm happy with him and how I feel. It doesn't mean for a minute that I don't want my friends and family to like him too though. All part of my white picket fence fantasy.
Oh hun, I've been with my Sir for almost 7 years (4 of them married), and His dad is just now starting to like me. LOL It'll pass, eventually.
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