I was just uncollared[Insert sad face here]. I just spoke my mind. Sir reminded me twice when I didn't say Sir or master to him in a text that I should be saying it. The first time I didn't I agree I should have used Sir or Master when answering him because we were talking about rules and I should have addressed him that way.
The second time however I don't feel I should be made to say it because I was addressing him as my boyfriend. I was upset and not feeling well and I just needed a minute to fall back on him. Even if it was just digitally(Through a Text). I know that it isn't fair for me to think that he can read my mind but even after I explained how I was feeling to him he told me to take off my collar.
I got upset. I felt like I was being punished. When I told him this he said that we didn't agree on what being collared meant so that's why he was having me take it off. I wasn't being understanding I was just grumpy. I felt like well if you want me to address you as Sir then go ahead and just make it a rule. I told him this and he told me he was not going to make a rule.
I felt very rebellious the rest of the day! I felt like I was throwing a temper tantrum at first. Like ugh fine! I'm being more reasonable now and seeing it his way. I'll wait till we can talk it over and maybe he'll let me put it back on. He's told me to bring it with me when I go to his house and I'm sitting here hoping that he hasn't told me to bring it because he plans on taking it away from me.
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