When Master first said he wanted to give me back my collar I was a little hesitant. When he told me he was going to put it back on me the first time it was Friday night. I told him we really didn't talk about it and that's why I didn't want it back. I didn't want him to give it back and then have us run into the same issue again. We talked about it some and I told him how I felt when he had told me to take it off. By the end of the conversation I felt we were at a stand still that we didn't agree.
I'm not even sure how but we got into something completely different and I felt like he was telling me I didn't see us having a future. Which is all wrong! Then when I started talking about how I saw our future I realized we didn't agree on what I thought was a big part of my future. It really bothered me but I didn't want to continue to get upset and emotional so I let it go.
I spent an unplanned night with Sir and a good day with him. We went to a Halloween store and to a shop to get a new addition on his car. I went home after and got ready to go out that night with him for a friends birthday. We had a great night out and on the way home he stopped in a parking lot and we christened his car ;) Before we drove back to my house he collared me again and I am so happy to have it on again!
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